I am not an independent person. I like to think I am but I am not.
Gerald is out of town this week, he left yesterday early in the morning and will get back after dinner on Friday. I miss him like crazy. I can't sleep. I forget to eat. The silliest things make me crazy. Macy misses him too and she is very needy and whiny about it-- she must get that from me.
The worst of it is that we got the best news yesterday and I have no one to celebrate with me. We put a low-ball offer in on a townhouse in Tualatin and we got it! We are officially going to own a home here in Oregon. Technically we are already homeowners because we still own and rent out the condo in Orem, but we have been renting for almost a year now and I am so excited to get into a place that is our own. One thing I am really looking forward to is fixing it up a little. It needs new carpet and paint before we can move in and I am really jazzed because it will be like moving into a brand new home! But even with this news I can't really get super excited because Ger isn't here to share it with me.
I know that a 24 year old woman should be able to take care of herself and one baby for 4 days on her own just fine. But, it is harder than it looks. Loneliness slows time.
Hurry home Ger! We need to celebrate!
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11 years ago
4 comments:
Oh man. I totally know what you mean. I am exactly like that when John leaves - I feel like I should be tougher than that, but I'm not. I'll admit it. By the way, I looove seeing pictures of Macy! She is so beautiful.
I know the feeling. You get so used to having them around so when they are gone it just throws everything out of whack. I hope that you have recovered from your horrible ER experience.
That is so exciting! Congratulations on the town house.
I totally understand about the codependency thing. I have a hard time when Jake isn't home either. Good luck on the next 24+ hours!
Congrats on your house!
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